Saturday, December 10, 2011

Saw Temple vs. Villanova at the Liacouras Center, section 102, row U, seat 10, for $35.00.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Ileana, you were unfaithful to me time and time again.  You betrayed me and the relationship.  Naturally, that made you feel guilty.  You even thought about other guys while you were with me.  You poisoned this relationship to its core before I ever crossed any lines.  What I did this past Saturday night, and two other times, has no defense or justification.  But it was a reaction and an expression of my intense hurt from your betrayal.  Think about this, I literally stood five feet from you as I watched another guy put his whole tongue in your mouth, while grabbing your ass with both hands and picking you up from the floor.  You were holding his hand and smiling in a daze.  Now fast forward to the night before Thanksgiving, when you were out until 2am without communicating with me, and then my birthday party night, when instead of being here with me, you decided to wear a super short skirt and go alone to Silk City.  You've hurt me!  I know I'm paying the price for overreacting, I wish I had been more mature.  I hope you someday forgive me.  But you hurt me deeply, in a place where it takes a long time to heal.  You knew I loved you , yet you were unfaithful.  Just like in the very beginning, you were living a lie, that's what causes unhappiness!  Your own guilt was eating you away, and finally, inevitably, I found out, and that killed me.  You hurt me, Ileana.  I know I did something very wrong on Saturday night, but that's not what killed our relationship.  Instead of loving me, talking with me, making things better, you killed our relationship, and eventually I found out and things fell apart.  This sucks, Ileana!  Why did you hurt me???